Loving Your Stepchild As Your Own

When I first became a bonus mom, I already had my hands full with three biological children of my own. I had lots of experience in parenting different personalities and a successful co-parenting relationship with my ex. What I expected was to love my stepdaughter (she was a pretty likable kid), support my husband in his parenting role and help establish a stable home environment after an acrimonious divorce. I never expected to love her as much as I loved my own children or to feel like my heart had grown a few sizes overnight.

Maybe it helped that my stepdaughter and I “clicked right away”, as she likes to say. Maybe it’s that I didn’t feel the need to “mother” her at the beginning and was patient about how our relationship developed. Or maybe it’s that there were really no opportunities to treat one child differently when there are three others under your roof who demanded equality.

The health of a stepmom and stepchild relationship is crucial for the family unit to thrive. I’m sure if we hadn’t “clicked”, my husband and I would have thought twice about getting married.  Maybe if all of the kids hadn’t developed an inconceivably close bond instantly, we’d be looking at a very different situation. But, we did and they did, so here we are!

The question I now dread most is, “Isn’t it hard to love a child that’s not your own?”.  I mean, would you ask that of someone who’s adopted a child? The love I feel for this quirky, often dramatic, resilient kid only differs in that I haven’t had the pleasure of being there to see her grow up from the ages of 0-6. There are lots of stories and funny experiences that I have to learn about through their re-telling. But meeting someone when they are older doesn’t mean that your bond can’t be incredibly strong or that your love for them isn’t as valuable.

Although I’m sure she was a bit shell-shocked when she first came to live with us (being an only child and suddenly being thrust into an energetic home with 3 other kids will do that to you), I never thought about treating her differently. She was assigned the same chores, expected to behave in the same ways; to show politeness and kindness towards others, and most of all, to be be respectful.

The only way things were different parenting-wise, was in the way we disciplined. When she misbehaved, I stepped aside and let her dad handle it. When she got stressed about going back to her mom’s house after a fun filled weekend with her siblings, dad was the one that took her for a walk and talked to her. If she had a complaint, I let dad take that one too. It not only helped to strengthen their relationship, it also helped her see that although I parented her in many ways, I was not there to replace anyone.

So to answer the question “Is it hard to love a child that’s not your own”? No. Not for me. I’ve had my own specific journey to motherhood with my stepdaughter. It just may look a bit different than the normal path. I didn’t carry her for nine months and excitedly prepare for her to be born, picking out baby outfits and wondering what she would look like. I missed the joys of her first smile, her first word, her first steps.

What I did experience was the beautiful excitement of knowing she’d be coming into my life permanently, the getting to know her phase as I figured out her likes and dislikes, the first steps of a close bond forming when she started to trust that ours was a forever family, the joy of helping her achieve things she didn’t think she could achieve, and…there have been plenty of “firsts” since I’ve known her. I’ve been proud of all of her accomplishments, all of her successes and I’ve held her close when she’s had her fair share of disappointments. She craves my attention when she’s with us. I crave for hers when she’s not. Biology doesn’t lead to love. It’s the commitment to your child that does.

 

 

 

 

 

9 COMMENTS

  1. Mimi | 19th Sep 18

    I always love to read your stories, they are so heartwarming.

  2. Marta Rivera | 19th Sep 18

    I wish my experience as a step-mom was a pleasant one. It doesn’t help when one parent isn’t happy the other moved on. It always best to DO what’s best for the children.

    • Tea | 19th Sep 18

      Stepparenting is HARD! We all have different challenges- hang in there and keep doing what’s best! xoxo

  3. Paula @ I'm Busy Being Awesome | 19th Sep 18

    This is such a sweet story, you did an amazing job with your step daughter and it’s actually a good idea to not try to replace her mom but just be there for her

    • Tea | 19th Sep 18

      Thanks, Paula!

  4. Cammeo Murray | 19th Sep 18

    Loved hearing your perspective and definitely sharing this with my best friend who’s a step mom to an adopted child so the dynamic can be challenging but she loves him all the same.

  5. Meg | 19th Sep 18

    It’s so apparent that you have a close bond with your step-daughter. What a blessing for both of you! I’ve not walked in those shoes, but I can imagine blending families can have a lot of complications. I’m so glad that you have a strong family relationship!

  6. Yanitza | 26th Sep 18

    Step parenting is sometimes very challenging. Being a stepmom of 2 boys, and having 2 boys of my own, has been very hard for me but I love them either way! Thank you for sharing this ☺️

  7. Kate | 27th Sep 18

    When things work out like that, it’s evident that love is at the root of it all! Being a mom to a daughter that has a stepmother- there are so many challenges that come with a new female in the child’s life. I always like hearing it from the other side!

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